As I lay awake in bed next to my husband, what had begun as whispering for me to leave him became a shout. No – it was screaming at me: “get out”, “get out”, “get out”. It was the end of my life as I knew it. My hopes, my dreams, my entire life was over. I called my best friend and she spoke these words down the phone: “congratulations”. Had it been that obvious?! I hadn’t wanted this. I’d wanted the fairy tale. The happily ever after. I’d done everything I possibly could d